the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

As we go on. we widen our knowledge in music. from classical mozzart and beedoven to italian songs, german songs and french songs. we now arrive to jap songs. and just as you were to fall in love with jap song. something else arrive. we now introducing korean songs. just watch the show 200 pounds beauty again the 5th time. and i nv get board with it. Its just as touching as it can be. the tears are joy and not sadness. Byul by kim ah joong still as interesting as usual. No wonder when i hear DBSK its melady feels soooooo familiar. Thats becasue its the same. the touching voice and suitable voice. Korean music has advance to a stage where it managae to touch people's heart. rarely you could hear such touching quiality. for me apart from knowing choir songs. i tried to learn more in depth and widen range of everything. well now it has brought to my attention jap and korean songs. but in future who knows hindi songs might get to the market too. but i'm searching for a song that is better then byual.

I don't have 3000 per day to spare, i dun have the enjoyment to share. but i have the warmth to share. i really think hard of ways to love you. hope it could deeply inpart into ur heart.

Haha events events very busy. chiense dance event all till nite until sat. so will be busy. but no problem casue i still have time to spend with you all haha

I got a feeling that somehow i won't be able to suit you cause someone is in ur head. Just this feeling makes me worry i really need to do something about it. really need to.

What can i do?

i made a terrible mistake and i must change it. SOmehow i need to change it so that everything will be right. I need to make decisions dun i? Again =(

I will change i really will change.
I'm always quiet but dunno y feel like tlaking all of a sudden.
I will be more auto in future =(
I really wan to have a more stable and long r/s
But its difficult if i dun do sth.

Time change dun it. haha

Oh god

Dunno y i know i will miss you. for a long time since i won't be able to see you le =(

rawrrrrrrr tired

I'm not a lier, i'm not a bad guy i'm nothing. I just want to make friends. I just want to show the truthful, faithful trustful side of me. I just want to love one person. I'm tired of short times, i want it to be long times. will it be?


I'm really tired. so much projects, so much work. I have been studying, doing project till morning rawr. i nid sleep. 1 to 2 more sems i wonder can i survive. I really need a break time but i know i will miss studying casue i hate working.

I wan to be rich haha =P

MR TV here i come. oops someoen is jealous haha